May 27, 2012

Friday Night

Friday night, Mommy and i went to a club. She has dressed daringly and everybody could see clearly her beautiful breasts through the transparent fabric of her revealing dress. She was not wearing panties, what i discovered when we were already on our way in the car. She slided a finger between her pussy lips and made me taste, telling me she was excited to hang out. She was definitly wet.

At first i suggested to have a drink, but she went directly on the dance floor. i was impressed to see her so confident and free. She acted like she was single and looking and it did not took long for some guys to surround her. I was warming up to the atmosphere and enjoying the view from the bar when she has decided to dance with one of the guys.
 She was gazing at me from time to time to observe how i was reacting. She was testing me and my jealousy. Actully i was aroused to see her grinding against that guy, she was so fucking hot. At a moment she made me understand he was hard, she was almost mounting him. They have flirted like that for a while before
Mommy joined me to the bar and introduced me her dance partner. She was rubbing his chest, telling me about his skills on the dancefloor, totally sticked to him. I was so embarrassed and tried to stay cool.
 We had a drink then Mommy wanted to back home but not without offering a last dance to her new friend.
I understood Mommy wasn't teasing me anymore but really enjoying the guy when they began to kiss and i saw her hand disappearing in his pants.

When back home, we had a little talk and i had to admit i've been more than aroused to see her so free with this guy. She smiled and answered me that she had a great time, she was missing feeling desired by a real man, feeling big hands wandering on her body. Then after a little silent she added "and i have love to feel his thick cock growing in my hand, maybe i will call him soon now i have his number".

May 23, 2012

A sissy cuck soon?

Mommy knows for quite a long time now that i have fantasies of watching her enjoying great sex with another man. Mommy is married ,but since i arrived in her life , by mutual agreement they don't have intercourse anymore. Daddy as i like to call him, enjoys his boyfriend out of home.Mommy has always been reluctant to have sex out of our couple even if she has always liked to play fantasy cuck games in the bedroom.



Since a few weeks, i notice her look on me is changing. It is true i am changing, before i liked to "play" the sissy from time to time but i was refusing the idea i was one. i lied to myself pretending i was just curious about my feminine side.
Today i know i am a sissy. Mommy doesn't have to doll me anymore, i dress up naturally because i like it,because i need it.i have also accepted that i crave to suck a cock.All this acceptance became easier since she has the total control over my sexual satisfaction. Living with a constant reminder of her superiority has mellowed me.


 Yesterday, Mommy made me revelation. She told me that she has revised her expectations about me, that i was not anymore the man she felt in love with three years ago and would never be again, that i should feel very lucky she still loves me cause no other woman would want and understand the faggot i am. Then she has unlocked me and she began to stroke my cocklet. I was totally turned on by the humiliation. my cock was so stiff when she said: "look, even fully erected it's still so small." I was totally speechless. She was slapping my clitty when i heard " Now that i have revised my expectations about you, that's gonna make my life easier". I couldn't understand what she was meaning and was on the edge. I was about to beg to can cum when finally she made this revelation: "from now, I will have no scruple to enjoy a big cock when I feel like it". i could only explode and cum, totally broken in her hand. I was almost crying and she was spreading my cum over my face.

I can't take her words off from my mind since that instant. It is clear our relationship would never be the same if she gets a lover. I fear my reactions, it is my strongest fantasy to be cucked but i don't know if i can bear to know she's in someone else's hands and she is enjoying it.
 My submissive side enjoins me to accept and swallow, her happiness and pleasure first.

May 22, 2012

"Stick your inappropriate boicock"

Mommy is gonna be very busy with work this week, This Monday morning she was already gone when i woke up.  Day off for me and Mommy has been sweet to let me sleep, I was gonna miss her all my day but was impatient  to worship and relax her when she would be back home.
In the middle of the afternoon, she called me and ordered me to go on cam, she wanted to inspect me, to see if i had follow the assignments of the day. When i'm off from work, i always have to be dressed up. I also have to make up and wear a wig.
Mommy told me to get the emergency key and unlock my cage. I was hard in the next second. I had to show Mommy my love and cum in my hand once again. It's needless to say i had to redo my make up right after.
I was happy to relax Mommy with a massage after her long day at work, she was tired but still amused by her game on cam. She went early to bed and told me to join her, her pussy needed some attention. It is such a delight to feel her orgasming with my face buried between her legs. She has come twice before to uncage me: "You've been a good gurl today, i am proud of you. As a reward, Mommy will let you stick your inappropriate boicock in her pussy, of course you clean when you're done" and to add: "Give me a goodnight kiss first and turn off the light ".


May 21, 2012

Cumeating sunday

Mommy was already up when i woke up  this sunday morning. I found her the kitchen having her dose of caffeine.She noticed immediately my swollen clitty begging for freedom: "That's so cute babyboi!".
"It's painfull Mommy!" i answered.
She was in a great mood and has unlocked my little bird .In an Instant i was rock hard and Mommy allowed me to squirt in my hand and eat. She has just need to count to three and....Milked!
I was  licking my fingers when she said :"and be happy it is your own cum!" and left the room.
I didn't know what to think. I spent the day haunted by her last words. I thought back to our discussion the day before at that party. I know Mommy doesn't need or want another lover, and even if she sees me as her sissyboi now, i am still her lil lover. But i also know she loves being romantic and enjoys seduction games....with a man.
 She uses to hang out with a guy lately but she feels nothing for him,just a mate but i also know that he do likes her, and a lot.
We worked in the garden the most part of the afternoon, i could stay in "boyclothes" as she likes to say. I was storing the tools when i heard music coming from the house. I found her naked, dancing in the living room, still wet from the shower and only wearing heels.  she threw me the key of the cage and ordered me to undress and unlock. In a minute i was naked and roock hard. She began to mock my penis and laughed i was so fast erected. I begged to touch. She laughed again and allowed me: "how many times in a day can my sissyfaggot lick up a pathetic load of sissycream? we are gonna find out!". She was so hot dancing and i so love her bitchy. She was playful....let's play then!
 I have not been disappointed, suddenly she stopped to dance and with a serious face she looked at me straight in the eye and said "I don't know if a man can accept to have a sissy always on his way when he is with me, and i don't know if i really want to tell a man i have a sissy. I don't even know if a man can understand who you are!". I was shocked and directly i thought about her friend who knows i exist but doesn't know my secret. I answered: " Are you asking me that you want a lover but not telling him about me Mommy?". She smiled but didn't say a word so i added: "All i want is your happiness Mommy, i would have to accept it Mommy, i only want you never lie or hide things to me". She caressed my face and whispered to my ear "I love you little babydick and don't worry, i will never hide from you, nothing, never".
She grabbed my clitty and made a point it was still rock hard, wondering why ,then went back dancing. I had to finish my job till the last drop.
I also had the privilege of a last cumshot eating before to go to bed.

May 20, 2012

The garden party

Yesterday has been an amazing day, we went to a garden party organized by her former employer and had a great time. Mommy was happy to meet old friends and i was happy to see her enjoying them.
She was so sexy in her little black dress. She has even put on my favorites stilettos, a pair of scandalous 120mm heeled sandals. I could never take my eyes off of her divine legs.
When finally we found a little more alone, she asked me if evrything was ok, if i was comfty in my cage, which made me blush with shame. While we had a drink and watching a show, she continued to interrogate me: "It seems you agree that you are a sissy now, isn't it my babyboi?". In a quavering voice i nodded.  My cocklet was swelling and spasming in the cage.
She said: "Explain me what is a sissy and what should be its place in a relationship!"
I answered a sissy is a man who feels better when he is dressed up and treated as a toy because he feels inadequate to be a real man. When transformed into a sissy, he can express his most repressed pulsions. His unbearable weaknesses as a man become normality for a sissy.
My legs were shaking, my hands sweaty when she added "i love you babyboi but it's true you don't have very much to offer to a woman, you should feel very lucky to have your Mommy to take care and protect you, you are so weak!". She laughed.
Moments later, she was looking at me :" I missed hanging out with you and dressed as a man, that's so rare. That reminds me when we were lovers."
She was humiliating me again. The pressure against the cage was back while i was searching for something to answer. But she was right, i feel less and less able or appropriate to be her lover, so i smiled to her and admitted it shamefully: "i know you don't see me as your lover anymore Mommy, i understand it, for romance a woman desires a real man, not a sissy". She nodded while smiling before to answer: "It's ok, you can be my sissyboi, and i love being your Mommy. I understand your weaknesses.and i am proud you accept them, things are more clear now, we both know what a sissy you are and that you will never be able to be a man, we know what i can expect from you!". Eyes down, all i could answer was yes.
That garden party was never ending. After some more social time , Mommy went back to me :" Maybe i should find a man to hang out, to flirt with, would you be ok with that?"
OMFG!!! I was taken aback!.....and what to answer?
Mommy knows about my cuckold and creampie fantasies, i know she was provoking me, but what to answer?
 I know what is the place of a sissy in a FLR, she is the Dom and i want her happy, i want her needs fulfilled so i just made a sissy answer telling her i would have to accept it, the most important is that Mommy is happy.

On the way back to home, Mommy ordered me to dress up in a pink babydoll and wear my heels, to make up and to plug my sissypussy as soon as we'd arrived. I did so.
Later in the eveniing, when Mommy had more time to relax, she changed my plug to a realistic vibrating dildo. Not a big one, but much more effective than the basic plug and while i was accepting it inside, Mommy unlocked my cocklet.
She sat comfortably and had a drink. Teasing me dangling her shoe while i had to stay in the middle of the room, not allowed to touch. I was so fuckin nervous, my cocklet remained soft, my legs were shaking and my boicunt was stretched. She laughed at my unability to can even have an erection. She was ruining me.
She played with me like that for a while before to allow me to touch. It took only a very few minutes before i cum in my hand as she ordered me. Of course i had to clean up with my mouth.
30 mins later, my little bird was back in cage.


Introduction

After a few posts to get used with Blogger, it is time i introduce myself. Where to start? I am a sissy and i belong to my Mommy.
Yeah! that sounds great and it describes well what has become my relationship with the woman of my life.We felt in love 3 years ago, a terrific attraction. So passionated and so...vanilla!
First i told her about some fetish i have for stilettos. I wanted to see her reaction and she showed some interest in my little perversions and  did not fail to reap the benefits. Teasing is not the last of her qualities. Then she knew about my experience in bdsm.
Quietly and gradually, my submissive side was revealed to her. It was the beginning of our journey.
Our age difference, her independance, her intelligence and confidence have transformed her in a Mistress and she became my Goddess.
She was not surprised when i confessed my desire to crossdress. She encouraged me. Rather it was me who was surprised. Surprised to love it so much, surprised to like being humiliated, being excited by the shame to be seen "en femme".
We have learn a lot from each other and we continue each day to better understand the other. My submission revealed in her maternal instincts. Mommy is possessive and very protective and it is naturally that i became more her boy than her man. Her son, her boi, her doll.
It is quite a long time now that Mommy knows i am a sissy. At first i was reticent to admit it but she has let me discover it at my own pace, always in the respect. She guides me.
Today i have accepted the sissy i am, and i am happy to live it freely, that's why i decided to create this blog and give an identity to my "sissytude".   

May 19, 2012

The little bird is caged

It's 12 days my Mommy has decided to cage my boiclitty and it's 12 days i wake up before the alarm rings with my cocklet struggling for more space to blossom and
a delicious burning sensation beneath the ring of my cb6000s.
Now i am unable to touch myself without her permission, it makes me more hers and i love it!
Mommy doesn't use the cage as a chastity device but more in sign of my submission to her. I more belong to her which i can feel physically. More of her hold on me is arousing.

Mummy loves you

Trying on my new girdle



May 18, 2012

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