Since a few weeks, i notice her look on me is changing. It is true i am changing, before i liked to "play" the sissy from time to time but i was refusing the idea i was one. i lied to myself pretending i was just curious about my feminine side.
Today i know i am a sissy. Mommy doesn't have to doll me anymore, i dress up naturally because i like it,because i need it.i have also accepted that i crave to suck a cock.All this acceptance became easier since she has the total control over my sexual satisfaction. Living with a constant reminder of her superiority has mellowed me.
Yesterday, Mommy made me revelation. She told me that she has revised her expectations about me, that i was not anymore the man she felt in love with three years ago and would never be again, that i should feel very lucky she still loves me cause no other woman would want and understand the faggot i am. Then she has unlocked me and she began to stroke my cocklet. I was totally turned on by the humiliation. my cock was so stiff when she said: "look, even fully erected it's still so small." I was totally speechless. She was slapping my clitty when i heard " Now that i have revised my expectations about you, that's gonna make my life easier". I couldn't understand what she was meaning and was on the edge. I was about to beg to can cum when finally she made this revelation: "from now, I will have no scruple to enjoy a big cock when I feel like it". i could only explode and cum, totally broken in her hand. I was almost crying and she was spreading my cum over my face.
I can't take her words off from my mind since that instant. It is clear our relationship would never be the same if she gets a lover. I fear my reactions, it is my strongest fantasy to be cucked but i don't know if i can bear to know she's in someone else's hands and she is enjoying it.
My submissive side enjoins me to accept and swallow, her happiness and pleasure first.
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